I know what you’re thinking, but it isn’t exactly what you think.

Here’s the deal. Yes, I have had many fantasies surrounding my deep love and affection for my super sexy hubby, Jim, involving another hot woman joining him in bed. That’s a fairly common fantasy that has been discussed before on MH. But the kind of fantasy I’m talking about is different.

You see, lately I have had these very creamy “out-of-body experiences” where I am on the outside looking on as Jim makes passionate love to me, but my view is through the eyes another woman. Because I am not able to comprehensively see him as he’s working me over in bed, these fantasies put me in the place of a third party so that I can take it all in—and masturbate big time while enjoying the show.

As an example, when I am devoting quality service time to sucking every beautiful inch of his cock, I can’t really see the expression of ecstasy on his face that I know is there. I hear the guttural moaning and his heavy breathing while I throat him and finger his balls, but I can’t connect visually. This is the reason, I believe, why I keep having these creamy dreams of him totally blown away by me, watching through the perspective of another woman.

This reminds me, during this fantasy period recently, I will sometimes spot a woman I feel is very hot and appropriately built (like me, pretty stacked, firm and confident showing off), and she might be the one who assumes the position in our bed in a fantasy, while I play and enjoy my mans servicing. These fantasies almost always climax with a very heavy facial on my surrogate at the same time I reach an explosive orgasm from my fingers or a toy.

And importantly, Jim is not unfaithful in this fantasy, because he only sees my face on my dream girl, and I’m really not unfaithful either, because I’m pretty much fixated on his dreamy facial expressions during sex.

So, my question is: am I really weird? Or is this something others in this awesome MH community have experienced?